Yo, I’m the chillin’ bus driver and Travis is my name,

I’m a real fresh pilot and rappin’ is my game,

Once you’ve ridden with me, you’ll never be the same,

Cause you’re just a buncha animals that I’ve got to tame,

So when you’re in my bus, you don’t be standing or laying,

You sit your ass on the seat, you understand what I’m saying?

So don’t be messing around or I’ll knock you down,

Right into the ground with my funky sound!

(rock)

so-don’t-give-me-a-lot-of-shit

cause-i-won’t-take-a-little-bit

and-if-a-lot-of-you-be-talking

well-then-a-lot-of-you-be-walking!

Well, a lot’s changed in my life and how I perceive things.. it doesn’t matter that I live in Vegas or that my friends are VIP and go to the best parties or that there’s an excuse to go out practically every night here..

I may live physically in Vegas but my mind’s in Oregon.  What that means is that I think that I mentally live in Oregon although I’m here in Vegas.  So when friends invite me to go out, I just think to myself “I can’t, I’m all the way in Oregon, it’s impossible”.. and I end up staying in.  And the next day I feel great and so thankful that I did stay in.  Going out doesn’t appeal to me like it used to.  I’m not trying to get wasted or get laid.  I want to stay focused on what I’m doing, and that’s building my business and my future.  I haven’t used my brain to its full potential in the past, opting to waste time with people that just wanted to party and nothing else..  I finally feel powerful as staying focused and on schedule has made me super productive and helped me to achieve some short-term goals.. a long-term goal is financial freedom and I’m giving myself two years to get there..

Another distraction is girls.. having been a dancer in this city, I’ve encountered plenty and I used to think it was cool to go out with girls every weekend.. all my friends would say how lucky i was and think i was so cool.. but in the end, was it all worth it?  I have some crazy cool memories but I also have plenty of wasted times.. getting stupid and chasing chicks.. and for what?  Just to feel more alone as I wasn’t ever going to meet someone quality at my show or at the club.  Sure there’s a chance but it’s practically slim to none.  The kind of girl I want as a GF is someone who’s not just beautiful on the outside, but intelligent, funny, a great heart and someone who values others for who they are on the inside, and not for how cool they portray themselves to be or how much money they flash just to get attention.. this town is so full of fakers chasing fakers.. it’s like, we’re all advertising how cool we are on the outside, but really hiding how insecure we are on the inside.

I don’t care anymore about how cool people think I am.  I’m a dork and proud of it!  I’ll always be me and won’t change for anyone.  I used to compromise in order to keep up with friends, but now realize I was just keeping up because i wasn’t strong enough to stand for what I believe in.

So now things have changed.  If you want to be my friend, you better be a good person first of all, you should enjoy hanging out at the gym or having lunch.. I’m not about late nights and getting f**ked up.. be a motivator, a supporter, have big goals and a strong drive to be the best..  and then we can hang!

So it’s Saturday night and I’m happy to chill with my dogs and watch some netflix.  Tomorrow I got lunch with the family and some house painting to do.  After that, business as usual!

If you want to party with me, let’s plan to go crazy in 2012, when I’ll be flying first class to my timeshare in Brazil.  Peace!

It goes on and on.. and of course, you probably have no idea how INHUMANE the food industry is in growing and slaughtering the animals we eat. Even Satan would be like “Damn!”. I’m going to local farmers markets for now on for my food. You can find one close to you at http://www.eatwellguide.org.

I can’t wait to feel the difference now that I’m more aware of what I put in my body. We live our life as an ignorant mass, just like cattle, following the herd to fast food joints and fueling the system that only cares about the bottom dollar and could give a damn about our health! I’m disgusted at the Government and it’s corruption.. the FDA and USDA.. all being paid off to pass the worst bills that don’t alert the consumer or protect them from genetically and chemically altered food. It’s all about the meat and soy industry getting paid, about McDonalds lining up their pockets.. People.. wake up! Stop shoving food in your mouth unless you have some kind of idea of where it comes from!

Okay I’m done venting.. just my two cents..

Please go to the Food Inc website and sign the petition for better food guidelines for our schools.

Sooo.. yeah it’s been a couple years of rolling solo. But am I unhappy? Hell no! I’m actually very happy because for the first time, I know what it means to truly love yourself. See, I never loved myself enough in the past and I felt the need to have to have someone else love me in order for me to feel better out myself. The saying “you have to love yourself before you can truly lover someone else” is absolutely true. I feel more ready to be in a relationship and to truly be in love then I ever have! So why am I single? Well for one, I’m super picky about who I give my heart to next. The one who gets it is gonna have to really deserve it. And it’s also because I’ve decided to focus on priorities and those are my family right now. I want to take care of them, help them all out.. they’re going through tough times because of the recession and I feel like the kid in the family who has a shot at truly making a difference.

So my goal is to become wealthy enough to be able to help them financially when needed and make sure we all have a great future. I don’t need material things to feel happy. But I would like to be comfortable.. have a nice house, pool, car.. freedom to travel and go on vacations.. raise kids and give them 100%.. so in order to have all that, I’m 100% focused on my businesses. One joke I make is when girls ask if I have a girlfriend.. I say “yeah I do. her name’s Media One Pro”. So yeah, I’m kinda engaged to my business! But it’s worth it to me because right now, no girl is going to help me take it to the top. If anything, they’ve been more distraction than helpful in the past. I’d like to think that one special girl was out there who could help make my life better.. someone who turned me on inside and out, who laughed with me, who shared the same values, who supported my career and loved me 1000%. That’d be great.. But I’m not going to sit around and wait and hope for her to turn up! All I can do is make myself be the best me that I can be and when that one girl comes along who’s worth it.. it’ll happen. But for now, the goal is to build up my company and have a great 2010! So far everythings been going right.. business has shot through the roof and I’ve had to hire more employees and spend more money on building the infrastructure.. it’s crazy how much money I spend.. I work 16 hours a day and I don’t have enough money to buy a ticket home to visit my family for Thanksgiving.. but I know that this will pay off.. for any business to succeed, you have to be passionate and you have to be willing to give up a lot in order for it to get to the next level… it’s crazy how I forget to eat or take breaks throughout the day.. i’m so determined to make this happen!

If all continues to go well, then I can take a nice break next summer.. and not just any break but one in style!! I want first class.. Bahamas.. Philippines.. Hawaii.. anywhere that’s warm and has great room service.. i’m going VIP for two weeks and turning my phone off.. that’s it! And when I come back, continue building my empire.

Okay, blah blah blah.. done with this.. gonna head to gym, start my new training method.. i’ll write about it later.. it’s a combo of lifting, boxing drills, and ergoscue method. Also started new eating plan too.. fresh veg’s all week from the market.. gonna look and feel my best! alright, peace y’all.

You see, I can train at the gym and lift weights and hit bags and spar with people and maybe that will allow me to knock some people out. But my greatest adversary is not someone on this earth.. it’s my own inner demon that lies within myself. Punching out someone takes a few seconds and little energy. To knock out a demon takes a lifetime. And the demon is what really matters. He is what causes me real pain. He is what stops me from reaching my potential. He is what keeps me from truly being happy.

So I begin my path again as a spiritual warrior. I continue where I left off in March. I had started the year on the best note ever. Along the way, I got lost. Forgot the path that I was on and struggled to remember where I had been.

Now I am focused. I had to cleanse myself. I did this by almost killing myself. Don’t worry, I’m not suicidal. But I had to inflict enough pain so I would never ever forget. I now have someone who is providing me with a map. And I have great friends who have come out of nowhere to offer support. I was lost but now I’m found!

If you’re reading this, don’t think I’m saying this as a cry for help or think I was in some deep depression recently. I had my ups and downs as does everyone in life. But it’s time I used this brain to solve these problems in my life. God made me smart but I still make dumb decisions! Now I’m looking to make only good ones.

There may come another 30 day challenge. Maybe I’ll make it longer. Maybe I’ll tell you what the challenge is. Maybe I won’t. I write these thoughts online in my journal because its therapeutic. It helps me remember if I write it down. I often reread my thoughts so I can see where my progress is. And sometimes, you never know if someone reads this and somehow in someway, it ends up helping them too.

My life coach reminds me of what my purpose is every day with random text messages. I appreciate them Marty! What I want to do is help others in life. That’s who I am. That’s who I’ll always be. But I have to help myself first. Once I’ve figured that out, I’ll be sure to post the answers.

Enough typing, eyes getting tired from staring at screen. Peace love and happiness!

With my job, any single guy thinks I have the perfect fantasy lifestyle. It’s true, I meet a ton of girls on a daily basis. Every night, 100+ girls come to my show and think I’m the cat’s meow. Of course, they’re mostly just excited to be in vegas and watch a hot guy get sexy on stage. I don’t want to sound too humble, I know I’m good at what I do But it’s not like I’m some amazing entertainer like Usher and can be taken that seriously. I mean, I’m just a good looking guy with a nice body who knows how to dance and have fun on stage. I mean, what’s really the big deal? Girls getting all crazy over me is like guy’s getting all crazy over girls at the night or strip club. It’s really meaningless, mostly a physical reaction. Girls arouse me and I can arouse girls. So what? Doesn’t make me some super star by any means. I’m born and raised humble and will never have a big head. I’m based in reality which is why I laugh so much at people when they live in a fantasy world. Like most of the people I see clubbing in vegas. Everyone thinks its so cool to be a VIP in a club. If you spend a lot of money and can buy a table and bottles, then you’re cool. If you wear Ed Hardy or Affliction and some bling bling, you’re cool. If you have tattoos or wear shades in the club, you’re cool. If you buy a big expensive bottle of champagne, it comes with sparklers to let the whole club know how cool you are. And girls love to flock around these guys wearing their little ho outfits and try to pretend like they’re too sexy for school. It’s really a joke! Guys and girls trying so hard to impress each other, playing flirty games and acting like they’re the coolest people in the club. It’s like these tables with club people are like the cliques in high school at the cafeteria. “Hey, we’re cooler than you, look at us! We got five bottles of vodka, we’re good at wasting money!” Or “Look, I’m a guy who has a lot of jewelry and my friends dress straight out of Metropark! And we have these random ho’s at our table who really like us for who we are on the inside!”
LOL yeah right.
This is why I feel like I’ll never meet Mrs. Right in Vegas. I meet plenty of Mrs. Right Now, but never one worthy of calling home to tell Mom about. Everytime I meet a girl who seems to have it going on, she ends us blowing it by doing something real dumb and showing her dark personality. I met a girl who said she was a good girl, was waiting for the right one, and really liked me. Then I heard how she was telling her friends about how many guys she’d taken home in the past year. Next! Then I meet another girl who has a kid, which is no problem to me as I love kids.. and tell’s me how she’s over clubbing and all about chilling. The first night we hang, she’s at a club getting drunk and hanging with her ex. Next! I don’t know what to think anymore. If all I cared about was getting laid, then I’d be the happiest man ever as I have that opportunity every single night. People don’t realize how much I run from girls after the show just to go the cafeteria and get my grub on. I could care less about hooking up these days. If it happens, so be it. I’m just not one to chase after it or to compromise my goals for it.
I’ve met some quality girls and I’ve had good times with a few.. just seems like they’re too busy for me or I’m too busy for them. When I go out, I meet a ton of girls.. but only feel one or two may be worth calling. Then I get from the initial conversation what they’re all about and if it’s just about clubbing and getting fucked up, I erase their number quick. I don’t have time to waste with bozos.. I’m looking for true friends, not talkers who are full of it.
Sorry if I sound so bitter, just over the whole scene. I’m always a lot of fun to hang or go out with and I don’t mind meeting girls or making new friends.. guess I’m just trying not to think about a relationship nowdays when the possibility seems so small in this town. I expect a lot from a relationship.. it’s got to be worth it for me to put my time into it.. I’ve been burned before and not about to let that happen again. So if you’re a girl reading this, don’t think you stand a chance if you’re insecure or full of shit. You better be the bomb and know what’s up if you want to step to me. That’s not me being cocky, that’s me being real.

peace, love and happinessssss…..

• Chocolate
• Onions
• Grapes
• Raisins
• Yeast dough
• Alcohol
• Tobacco
• Marijuana
• Moldy or spoiled food
• Wild mushrooms
• Large amounts of raw fish
• Potato, rhubarb or tomato leaves
• Large amounts of raw liver
• Large numbers of macadamia nuts
• Fruit pits
• Corn cobs

Be smart and pay attention to what you feed your animals!  You wouldn’t throw just anything down your own throat, would you?

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Part 2

So we get a limo ride from Scott’s house to LAX. The driver takes us to the wrong terminal so we gotta scramble to get to the right one on time. Then we take the 10 hour flight to Paris.. we switch over and fly to Romania (3 hours).. when we land, the driver isn’t there to pick us up and we have no contact info so we’re feeling stranded.. we expected a big welcome like last time but maybe it didn’t happen cuz it was real late.. finally our driver shows up and we get to the hotel.. i thought we were gonna just sleep but suddenly we all got dressed and went out.. the driver took us to a nice restaurant called “Max’s” and we had a huge dinner. After we checked out Club Maxx next door. After that, we went to Crystal, a mega club that’s like a huge rave. They had serious house music, laser lights, go go dancers, a crazy clown dude playing a guitar that shot out fire.. it was insane!! Really different scene than Vegas.. much more hard core club animals..
Finally back to the hotel for sleep.. I slept 10 hours Had breakfast then went for a walk around the city..
I’ll post pics and videos later.. I’m videotaping the show and everything we do.. it’s a blast so far! keep ya posted..