Comments on: My Thoughts… http://www.stevekim.us/journal/daily-journal/my-thoughts-7 Steve Kim's Online Journal Sun, 05 Dec 2010 04:38:56 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: Sad http://www.stevekim.us/journal/daily-journal/my-thoughts-7/comment-page-1#comment-3 Sad Thu, 26 Nov 2009 14:53:28 +0000 http://stevekim.us/journal/?p=7#comment-3 Reading all this,I grieved a little,remembering of a very hard period of my life,too.It is very difficult not to hate some persons and situations,especially if they made you suffer much,useless and undeserved.To be revolted and angry in these moments,is normal. Yes,maybe it is a destiny and lessons that must be learned,but,you must find the power in yourself to fight for what you want,for saving what you are and what represent you.I don,t know,we must to suffer first,for winning after,it is sad,weird and unfair.....Life is wonderfull,and,in the same time,creepy,but it deserve to be lived.Each person wants to evoluate,to become more,it is something natural.But,what is bad,is the fact that maturity is learned (many times),in violent or,even extreme ways.And,it shouldn,t be so,in my opinion.....But,sometimes,only after that kind of experiences,you discover the real values or the real faces (good or bad),of the peoples near you. When you say that outside you look allright,but,inside, you are crying,that show that you are a strong man,ready to fight and win. It is right,that not everyone around us has good intentions or knows what is best for you,so,is better like you say to don,t let anybody to decide for your life and fate. I think when we autosabotage ourselves,we do that,because,paradoxical we are afraid of what we want,or cause the impression that we don,t deserve the happiness.Or,maybe we feel,that accomplished dreams will change a little,our lives. I know that this text is a little old,and things are maybe better in your life now, but,I felt the need to write here,because I recognised myself in your words.Take care and good luck! Reading all this,I grieved a little,remembering of a very hard period of my life,too.It is very difficult not to hate some persons and situations,especially if they made you suffer much,useless and undeserved.To be revolted and angry in these moments,is normal.
Yes,maybe it is a destiny and lessons that must be learned,but,you must find the power in yourself to fight for what you want,for saving what you are and what represent you.I don,t know,we must to suffer first,for winning after,it is sad,weird and unfair…..Life is wonderfull,and,in the same time,creepy,but it deserve to be lived.Each person wants to evoluate,to become more,it is something natural.But,what is bad,is the fact that maturity is learned (many times),in violent or,even extreme ways.And,it shouldn,t be so,in my opinion…..But,sometimes,only after that kind of experiences,you discover the real values or the real faces (good or bad),of the peoples near you.
When you say that outside you look allright,but,inside, you are crying,that show that you are a strong man,ready to fight and win.
It is right,that not everyone around us has good intentions or knows what is best for you,so,is better like you say to don,t let anybody to decide for your life and fate.
I think when we autosabotage ourselves,we do that,because,paradoxical we are afraid of what we want,or cause the impression that we don,t deserve the happiness.Or,maybe we feel,that accomplished dreams will change a little,our lives.
I know that this text is a little old,and things are maybe better in your life now, but,I felt the need to write here,because I recognised myself in your words.Take care and good luck!

]]> By: admin http://www.stevekim.us/journal/daily-journal/my-thoughts-7/comment-page-1#comment-2 admin Tue, 25 Nov 2008 09:20:01 +0000 http://stevekim.us/journal/?p=7#comment-2 Steve: I only met you once but in keeping up on your blogs etc. I feel I know you. We all have had struggles within ourselves, I wish I could help but...we know what we want and sometimes how to reach that goal. The struggle is sometimes fear, fear in not knowing what to do once that goal is reached. Take one step at a time and don't forget to love yourself. You are meant for great things.....Remember "Life is short! Break the rules! Never regret anything that made you smile!" Keep those blogs going it may be the way to figure every thing out. Best wishes and Lot of Love.... Anna Posted by Anna on May 31, 2008 2:21 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] SWEETHEART steve, wow...you made me reflect within myself. is this what ive been doing to myself...killing myself in the gym. you are so right....im at the gym 7 days a week...for about 2 1/2 to 3 hours straight. For what...so i can get back at someone..... I have too...come to realize that i was doing it for the wrong reasons... and i made a 360 turn and decided to give up on that sence of revenge, hate...i caried with me....its been a year,,,im come down 25 lbs. i feel great...almost looking at my best. it is difficult....but im glad you have that friend that made you realize what you are worth...i wish i had that friend.....but in reality....i do....miles away.....but only an email apart....YOU...reading you messages and replying helps me keep up the great work.....home to see you soon....i will be down in vegas in two months..... Posted by SWEETHEART on Jun 4, 2008 12:12 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] Ms. P.U.A. I dunno how much of this you'll read, seeing as i'm not in your inner circle or anything, but here goes: life's a funny ride - it's got big ups and big downs, but they're all part of the ride and what makes it worth while. Yeah, that's a little cliche, but your friend is right - what good is it to focus on the bad, the anger and the sadness, when there's so much good to be had and so much life and love to enjoy. I used to struggle to see the good that life has to offer - I used to be in the place that you are describing now, I think anyway, mad at so many things and unable to let go. I still do, sometimes, but for the most part I wake up every morning and think of all the things I have in my life to be grateful for. This always puts me in the right mind set to start my day off right :) Anyway, all the best to you :D p.s. donkey punching isn't nice! although I'm sure it feels great for YOU guys. Posted by Ms. P.U.A. on Jun 11, 2008 11:29 PM [Remove] [Reply to this] Anna OMG I am so happy that you now seem to be getting things together, I've been concerned that you might be on the path of self destruction. One day at a time and I know you will be what you want and where you want. Proud of you cavalletta..... Free your heart from hatred - Forgive Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. May you have the greatest of journeys, good health, love, joy, peace, true happiness and friendship and safety always. Best wishes always and a few hugs, Anna Posted by Anna on Jul 6, 2008 11:46 PM [Remove] [Reply to this] Michele & MHA Photography Steve, I do read these blog entries every now and again since you've inspired me so and I want to say you are an extremely positive impact. Because you've been blogging I figured it was a great idea and started one of my own (a third one) of my own it is just called "My anonymous thoughts" on blogger. com. for just thoughts and ideas that need to get out... I've only written three entries but the last one I just got out - WOW - I understand why you do it. It feels real good to get it out. So once again, I have to say to you Steve. Thank you! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Have a great night! I am still looking forward to some Crockpot meals of my own. Perhaps I'll buy one for my birthday... ;p where are those recipes... mmmm yummmm. Posted by Michele & MHA Photography on Jul 29, 2008 2:28 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] *NiNiE* I read your blogs SCP..... I'm loving your outlook on your life right now! I can totally relate... I have always been this way.... that's why I never go out! People can call me boring if they want... I don't give a shit! The less you go to the strip, the better!!! But of course we will have to make an exception for our birthdays next week! Love ya SCP.... glad I met you and got to know ya so well! You are a special person with a lot to offer! Very rare qualities to find out here in Vegas :) Keep on workin'!!!!! NCP Ah shooooot....I forgot to call you back today! I'll call ya tomorrow!!! Posted by *NiNiE* on Jul 30, 2008 7:57 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] Bianca (blacky) it makes me happy to read you had an awesome Bday party with all your buddy's I only wished i could have been there to give you my present. I know its going to happen oneday Hugs,Blacky Posted by Bianca (blacky) on Aug 10, 2008 1:53 PM [Remove] [Reply to this] Love Or Infatuation Every decade of our lives changes and we realized how it is important to know ourselves and become a better person is wonderful thing! It's sad to know that some people never learn even though their at an old age...You are there and U made it and there's more to learn. I can definitely relate to this..Much love and respect to u Steve. Posted by Love Or Infatuation on Aug 19, 2008 1:32 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] Bianca (blacky) Hey Steve, I wish i can join the party,but you know why i cant. About the contest,I have a feeling your going to win sweetie Hugs,Blacky PS: it makes me happy to see you smile Posted by Bianca (blacky) on Sep 18, 2008 9:21 PM [Remove] [Reply to this] ~Akatsuki~ you have really grown up alot. i'm glad you're doing what's best for you. keep up the good work. "live life to the fullest"... Best wishes to you, your company, your family, and good health/wealth. Love you lots! Posted by ~Akatsuki~ on Oct 14, 2008 12:04 AM [Remove] [Reply to this] Steve: I only met you once but in keeping up on your blogs etc. I feel I know you. We all have had struggles within ourselves, I wish I could help but…we know what we want and
sometimes how to reach that goal.
The struggle is sometimes fear, fear in not knowing what
to do once that goal is reached. Take one step at a time and don’t forget to love yourself.

You are meant for great things…..Remember “Life is short! Break the rules! Never regret anything that made you smile!” Keep those blogs going it may be the way to figure every
thing out. Best wishes and Lot of Love….
Anna

Posted by Anna on May 31, 2008 2:21 AM
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SWEETHEART

steve,

wow…you made me reflect within myself. is this what ive been doing to myself…killing myself in the gym. you are so right….im at the gym 7 days a week…for about 2 1/2 to 3 hours straight. For what…so i can get back at someone…..

I have too…come to realize that i was doing it for the wrong reasons… and i made a 360 turn and decided to give up on that sence of revenge, hate…i caried with me….its been a year,,,im come down 25 lbs. i feel great…almost looking at my best.

it is difficult….but im glad you have that friend that made you realize what you are worth…i wish i had that friend…..but in reality….i do….miles away…..but only an email apart….YOU…reading you messages and replying helps me

keep up the great work…..home to see you soon….i will be down in vegas in two months…..

Posted by SWEETHEART on Jun 4, 2008 12:12 AM
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Ms. P.U.A.

I dunno how much of this you’ll read, seeing as i’m not in your inner circle or anything, but here goes:

life’s a funny ride – it’s got big ups and big downs, but they’re all part of the ride and what makes it worth while. Yeah, that’s a little cliche, but your friend is right – what good is it to focus on the bad, the anger and the sadness, when there’s so much good to be had and so much life and love to enjoy.

I used to struggle to see the good that life has to offer – I used to be in the place that you are describing now, I think anyway, mad at so many things and unable to let go. I still do, sometimes, but for the most part I wake up every morning and think of all the things I have in my life to be grateful for.
This always puts me in the right mind set to start my day off right :)

Anyway, all the best to you :D

p.s. donkey punching isn’t nice! although I’m sure it feels great for YOU guys.

Posted by Ms. P.U.A. on Jun 11, 2008 11:29 PM
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Anna

OMG I am so happy that you now seem to be getting things together, I’ve been concerned
that you might be on the path of self destruction.
One day at a time and I know you will be
what you want and where you want. Proud of you cavalletta…..
Free your heart from hatred – Forgive Free your mind from worries – Most never
happen.

May you have the greatest of journeys, good health, love, joy, peace, true happiness
and friendship and safety always.

Best wishes always and a few hugs,
Anna

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Michele & MHA Photography

Steve,

I do read these blog entries every now and again since you’ve inspired me so and I want to say you are an extremely positive impact.

Because you’ve been blogging I figured it was a great idea and started one of my own (a third one) of my own it is just called “My anonymous thoughts” on blogger. com. for just thoughts and ideas that need to get out… I’ve only written three entries but the last one I just got out – WOW – I understand why you do it. It feels real good to get it out.

So once again, I have to say to you Steve.
Thank you! Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

Have a great night!

I am still looking forward to some Crockpot meals of my own. Perhaps I’ll buy one for my birthday… ;p where are those recipes… mmmm yummmm.

Posted by Michele & MHA Photography on Jul 29, 2008 2:28 AM
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*NiNiE*

I read your blogs SCP….. I’m loving your outlook on your life right now! I can totally relate… I have always been this way…. that’s why I never go out! People can call me boring if they want… I don’t give a shit! The less you go to the strip, the better!!! But of course we will have to make an exception for our birthdays next week! Love ya SCP…. glad I met you and got to know ya so well! You are a special person with a lot to offer! Very rare qualities to find out here in Vegas :) Keep on workin’!!!!! NCP Ah shooooot….I forgot to call you back today! I’ll call ya tomorrow!!!

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Bianca (blacky)

it makes me happy to read you had an awesome Bday party with all your buddy’s
I only wished i could have been there to give you my present.

I know its going to happen oneday
Hugs,Blacky

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Love Or Infatuation

Every decade of our lives changes and we realized how it is important to know ourselves and become a better person is wonderful thing! It’s sad to know that some people never learn even though their at an old age…You are there and U made it and there’s more to learn. I can definitely relate to this..Much love and respect to u Steve.

Posted by Love Or Infatuation on Aug 19, 2008 1:32 AM
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Bianca (blacky)

Hey Steve,
I wish i can join the party,but you know why i cant.

About the contest,I have a feeling your going to win sweetie
Hugs,Blacky
PS: it makes me happy to see you smile

Posted by Bianca (blacky) on Sep 18, 2008 9:21 PM
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~Akatsuki~

you have really grown up alot. i’m glad you’re doing what’s best for you. keep up the good work. “live life to the fullest”… Best wishes to you, your company, your family, and good health/wealth.
Love you lots!

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