The Wall

Sometime life throws you for a loop.  You never know what youre going to get until you go for it.  I’m content with staying home and working my biz 24/7.  Sometimes I need to get out to release some steam.  I’ve been spending some time helping out a friend with his issues.  It helped me to analyze myself at the same time.  Life is what you make of it.  Sometimes you think you got it made and you’re with the person you’re meant to be.  And sometimes life takes it away from you in a split second.  It doesn’t make sense.  Never does.  You try to reason and there is no reason.  But that’s life.  My buddy’s going through his issues and it made me think of my own.  I’m happy to finally realize that I’m good on my own and feeling independent once again.  It took a while to find this feeling and confidence.  I can tell you that it’s kept me up many nights and hurt my sleep tremendously.  Trying to figure out why someone would betray you or would resort to the worst possibility over you.  But there’s no making sense of it or reason.  Sometimes that’s just how life is.  What’s important is that you learn your lesson (although the HARD way) and you move one.  Had a hard time sleeping so felt the need to put this in writing.  Sometimes life deals you a hard deck.   You can play your hand any which way.  Bluff.  Fold.  Go for gold.  Whatever way you decide, be sure it’s with the right intention.  I pray to God every day to help me make righteous decisions.  I’m not about being selfish.  I’m about being right.

Okay enough blah blah, good night again!

late night steve

1. RESPECT.  Don’t talk bad about people, especially your friends.  The bad will come out on its own.  Don’t be a gossip.  That’s for the weak minded with low self esteem.

2. Be awesome on the inside.  One thing about Vegas is that I’m so annoyed with are the people who are easily impressed by superficial things.  Like the guys who drive fancy cars or wear expensive clothes or a bling bling watch who think that acting like king of the club is the way to go.  They’re just trying to make up for what they lack on the inside.  But I don’t know what’s more sad.  These guys or the chicks that fall for that crap.  This city just makes you think that money is all that matters.  I’ve never had an abundance of money, I’ve had to work hard for everything that I got.  But I never met a girl cuz of the chain I wore or the crew that I hung around with.  Girls like me for who I am.  Mostly because I truly love myself and not in a narcissistic way.  I’m confident, not cocky.  I know my worth.  And I won’t settle for less. Ever again. Read more…